wow being back in texas just totally sucks… my wife finally gets to move to chicago with me and then i have to turn around and come back to texas where she was. ugh!! i’m ok with coming here to take care of my grandma cuz she’s sick that’s fine but i also have to take two weeks of my time here to go see both my brothers which is fine…but what i was told and under the impression of was that i was coming home to take care of my grandma not do all this other stuff. yes i want to see my brothers and all that jazz it’s cool. just wasn’t exspecting it to be this bore. plus my obligations are to my wife not my parents and since my parents don’t agree with my relationship my obligations apparently still abide with them. my wife had to drop out of school because i wasn’t able to stay at home with a job and bring money into the house and she can’t pick up the slack and still be in school. i hate that i can’t be what i need to be and i’m being pulled in two different directions and can’t please either side i’m just stuck in the middle with no where to go. i just have no idea what to do anymore. my parents don’t think anything i do is right it’s just what i want…well no it’s more what i have to do. i just still don’t know what to do.